Wheeling Bitch Circus - lyrics
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1. Manifest (1:22)
Live fast, die young
Weariness forms and go to hell
Anticipate worse come (to serve)
This is all what you deserve
Kill the pawn and take the blame
Just so someone learns your name
Stir the shit, raise the stench
Fabricated mangled clench
Absurdity comes down to me,
A shallow universal plea
Misjudgment measured up to stance,
Anything to invoke a trance
Something I'd like to get out of my head
Lying awake a hunger fed
If I were dead I'd die instead
Something I'd like to get out of my head
No sense, be low
Surely recall the day when known
Once it can be reached easily
Reluctant to accept me
Disfigured and unplaced so seemed
A giant creature of no such being
Exaggerated begging liar
Scratched and stripped bare to the wire
lyrics by Nate DiDonato
2. Empty World (2:54)
I may be an asshole, I may be a millionaire
I may be a poor boy dying... I wouldn't know and couldn't care
Less among the scattered ashes,
No one here could think like me
I must be the last one standing,
Don't leave me alone, but let me be
No explanations, no goodbyes...
Once again, I'm left behind
In this, Christ, I will bestow,
Of what reigns crystal clear
History shall not repeat itself
No use getting sentimental,
This end shall come soon
Fresh blood flows from out my pours
No explanations, no goodbyes...
Once again, I'm left behind
Faint goodbyes and shades of ignorance
An empty world is my consequence...
Nothing is sacred
Empty world...
lyrics by Nate DiDonato
3. Pheromone (3:54)
Green Shirt,
Hurt my Heart,
Just Take,
It Off Me,
Before
My Muscles Constrict,
From The Warm Whispers,
Of Your Weary Breath.
Capture Your Essence,
In A Single Thought,
To Be Released,
In A Single Kiss.
Moment Of Mystery,
Man Of The Minute,
Fall Away
As Hearts Have Short-term Memories,
And Are Prone To Forgetfulness.
One Night That Rides Me,
The Night That I Couldn't Shake,
The Drama Is Gone.
Though I'm Trapped Hear For Now.
Please Don't Tell ME, Don't Tell ME, I KNOW,
Only Tell Me Where To Go, Where I Can Avoid Your Eyes.
Tell Me Where To DIE, I Don't Know.
PLEASE DON"T TELL ME, DON"T TELL ME I KNOW.
Don't tell me I know.
lyrics by Allan Eustace
4. The Black Fire (5:30)
A vision, distorted by, so many lies, inside my eyes
They penetrate, the gelatin, of the, empty skies
A loss has, come so surreal, but reality is there
But can a human tell a dream, from what we, are aware?
Come the reign of suffer, never to end any other way
The Black Fire... provoked by hallucination
The burning peasant... (comes) to the feet of the dark knight...
The Black Fire... the eternal caverns
The Black Fire... vultures of fire
A sparkling, inversion, cleanses, the souls of the damned
The core of, decreed alliance, withers skin, eternally in flames
Mind of the one, in euphoric bliss, shall overcome, the pain that exists
Damnated, soul of a sinner, prayed on by, fiends of the underworld
Taste the, fear of the man, who has, traded his life
One last, plea to above, rising smoke, and, flailing arms...
lyrics by Nate DiDonato
5. I'm Over You (2:42)
When I looked into your eyes for the very first time
for what seemed as long as an eternity
I overcame with a feeling I never wanted to go away
and then you left me in the bitter cold to die
...and I can't find you any longer, and I won't look anymore
No, I just guess you're lost forever
I'll never again feel the way I did before about you
Where did you go?
I... I missed you
So much of me was gone inside
Nothing is left behind
I know I wanted a reason to see, your eyes turned upon me
Such a simple, menial thing, this scene
I was so innocent, so unaware of your wrath
Just to tease me and then leave out in the bitter cold to die...
lyrics by Nate DiDonato
6. How To Fail Chemistry Tests (2:36)
Making it up third period in a study hall
Chemistry test sometime in the fall
Tripped over the over head and I took my seat
Bag dropped to the floor, heart skipping a beat
Heart sank to my stomach and down to my snake
I was way too horny to even blow my shake
With the damsel two feet away,
My brain got eaten away
By a stupid crush that runs my life from day-to-day
The sad fact of life, I must have failed that test
Thinking for a smart girl, she got some perky breasts
I was still drooling on the paper when the bell rung
Licking on her pen as if it were her tongue
My life when the door shut-up in the cut
Saw her butt! DAMN was I obvious or what!
The welcome back dance, trance began, enhance, react
Then smacked by the cold air
A drunk kid talking in tongues and obscenities
My homies and their honeys w/ their sympathies
For the enemies of the friends of me
I was too busy dreaming of Emily to even finish 8 ounces
Of luke-warm iced-tea
Can You See Me?
I got her digits; I got her to smile
But I never did call, I just couldn't dial
So let it be known
I will throw out a bone
For my heart belongs to you, oh Emily
You always make me blush so readily
And steadily, if so everly
I would jump off a bridge for Emily
Cause you make me fail my chemistry
I receive those "Fs" so happily
So Next Time I'm sitting 2 feet behind
Look into my head girl look into my mind
(And you'll see something fine...)
I'M BUFF, I'M BUILT, I'M LOOKING STRAIGHT HOT.
YOU AND I ARE SEXY, OTHERS ARE NOT.
YOU LOOK SO GOOD, CAN I GET A BID.
FOR YOU AND I WOULD MAKE GOOD LOOKING KIDS.
TELL YOUR FRIENDS, THAT YOU DATE MY FOR MY BODY.
DRIVING W/ ME, YOUR BOY-TOY HOTTY.
YOU AND ME, HOT TOGETHER, LIKE A FRING PAN.
I WANT A REAL WOMAN, SO CUM AND GET A REAL MAN!
lyrics by Allan Eustace
7. Hidden (3:47)
Do you, believe the bond we share is true?
If you do, you'd wait, or he'll feed his myths to you.
Don't let your innocence guide you.
Know your love is a lie, and I don't hate the course of my life,
but I don't care much now. I don't care much now.
Fate keeps me far away from you, Intrude upon, my never dying love for you,
wound that festers and broods.
And even in my final hour, my only true love is greed and power.
Hide away, hide away, hide away, so you can never love me, hide away hide
away, find a way to keep you far away from me.
Fate keeps my locked away from
To say you are the meaning of my life, is vain.
So wait, for my to find a tear to cry, I can't express my pain
And even in my final hours, my only true love is greed and power.
lyrics by Allan Eustace
8. Sick Of It (2:39)
Flipping coins and fortune tellers ain't gonna get you anywhere
There's no such thing as fate in this unpredictable nightmare
Stop trying to figure out what your future's gonna be
Just live your life, stop the dreams, and listen to me
You can't ponder up another thing to think about
This worrying of your will turn you all inside out
You keep trying to see inside that crystal ball of yours
I won't let you waste your time, this habit keeps you sore
What did I come here looking for?
What did I come here looking for?
I'm sick of it!
I'm sick of it!!!
lyrics by Nate DiDonato
9. Placebo (3:32)
This empty pill that you swallow
Doesn't do you any good, but makes you fell better
Such an empty excuse of a human
Why can't your mind help you instead?
Could I ask you if you realize
That this thing is futile, of no use?
You worry too much for such a young soul
Why can't you live up your life instead?
Another placebo...
I'll never find another cure for this disease...
Another placebo...
I'll keep on searching first help me up off of my knees...
Another placebo...
A way is bound to be found if I look far and wide...
Another placebo...
This is a terrible thing that eats me from inside...
Can't your mind penetrate your necessity?
I guess you're weak all up inside
It seems to me you feel pathetic
Just swallow another placebo
One empty fill after another
keep 'em coming down for a little longer
Maybe you should take up a new religion
Maybe then you'll get some faith instead
Shouldn't you listen to my kind words?
I know you're not one for suggestion
Maybe you'll hear me, but in the meantime
Just swallow another placebo...
One empty fill after another
keep 'em coming down for a little longer
Maybe you should take up a new religion
Maybe then you'll get some faith instead
lyrics by Nate DiDonato
10. Goodbye Touch From Heaven (4:40)
I wish I couldn't lie...
There's always something, I wish that I could say
I just felt sorry for you...
Then I realized, I didn't want to feel this way
Don't wanna be the only thing holding your life together,
but I have to say goodbye
Sorry if I break your heart,
I didn't mean it from the start
I never said I loved you, and I knew I never did
I guess it's not a waste...
At least we didn't do anything that we'd regret
I wish you never said...
Everything you felt, everything I was
Didn't want to see you cry...
Was I the best thing to happen to you?
What kept me holding on?
I never knew that I could be so much to anyone
lyrics by Nate DiDonato
11. Quit Yer Bitchin' (3:01)
If you won't keep on smilin'
I won't keep on lyin'
You seem to be alright
So quit yer bitchin'
Here we part our separate ways
I can't stand another day
I'm so sad and alone
But I Quit My Bitchin'
I said from your heart, not from your mouth
I said from your heart, not from your mouth
I said from your heart, not from your mouth
I said from your heart, not from your mouth
lyrics by Nate DiDonato
12. Confinement's End (2:24)
This rusty nail
That holds me in my grave
Is sure to start to break apart
I'll mend the pieces of my broken body
Gray and distorted
My shattered face
I'll penetrate all my broken wings
My solitude shall end soon enough
That I won't go insane inside this vacant tomb
Never wanted
These virgin lips
have been sealed too long
Such a waste topic
For another sad song
A run one morning
Before the blackened strings and suffering
The broken bottle less important
My solitude shall end soon enough
That I won't go insane inside this vacant tomb
Nothing is left working inside
Torn apart all of my kind
The world just tosses me aside
Come watch the destruction of mind
Seldom is my most used word
For it is what I am, so shot
Reincarnation will prevail
Penetrate this vacant sought
lyrics by Nate DiDonato
13. Help Me (3:29)
Why do I waste all day and night thinking about you?
I know that you don't love me, I'm obsessed, I cannot feel you
I cannot eat, I cannot sleep, come take some pain away from me
I want desire, this heart afire, however keeps a frozen being
Inside I wouldn't care if you were really a whore
Listening to all the others' words seem like a horrid chore
This confusion keeps me so unproductive
Help settle my aching, tortured, seemingly endless, voided...
You won't help me because I know you hate me.
You say that you don't, I know you do
You'll never love me and you'll never care
I feel bitter all inside, help me get over you
I know these feeling will one day get out of my system
When the day comes I know I'll be a happy man
I never want a situation like this to occur again
Such obsession should never, never, ever keep me if I can
Can't always get who you want
Sometimes your best just ain't enough
I cannot stand it anymore
Being ignored by the one that I adore
I guess we'll never be more than just "friends"
Turns for the better or worse
I wonder how or if this will ever end
A life seems so good but yet so cursed
I've wasted one too many tears and dreams and thoughts about you
Tomorrow's just another lie from your lips
Filled with lowered expectations gone awry and never right
I cross my fingers and keep hoping for the best...
lyrics by Nate DiDonato
14. Autumn Dies (4:50)
If you forget the fields, no need to cry.
If you forget the past, the future decides, (that)
My fate is gone...
My love is gone...
AS AUTUMN DIES,
I WITHER DEARLY.
FORGET ME NOW,
THE EVENING IS CRYING.
AS WINTER CALLS,
I SHIVER ONLY FOR YOU.
Don't you lose yourself, when the clock turns back.
Don't you dwell upon, the things you lack.
Your Fate is gone...
Your Love is gone...
lyrics by Allan Eustace
15. Banging a Doctor Chick (2:03)*
Why do I think about ugly chicks, and for all my bliss, I should take a piss
on them. Wet with spunk while on the express way flipping off an ugly ass
chick in a business suit. Ugly ass face turn me to a newt, with your nasty
face, and your missing teeth. Ugly girls driving me underneath my sheets.
Lab coat, breakdown, sanitary, Doctor chick, keeping me stationary, like a
monastery on a cemetery, paying me to rip, like a mercenary, positioned just
like a missionary... she... she... she... she... she make me very. Giving me
shots for hepatitis; cause needles and white gloves, both excite us.
Experimentation, with the bio-waste disposal, in the MRI is a valid
proposal. X-ray dream, jumping on your bones, make appointments on the
telephone, for another session of making me well again. As for others, they
can go to hell, and watch me roll with a doctor lady. I spend her money, and
at night she lay me. Ugly as shit, but I love her so, another flu shot, so
it's time to go. (You wouldn't wanna fuck w/ me)
I want to get down with a doctor chick
She can give me money, when I'm feeling sick.
For a day, or two, or maybe three
She can make me CUM so easily.
lyrics by Allan Eustace
16. Rollercoaster Death (1:53)*
FLYING OFF ME
SHE GONNA FLUFF ME
IN A MOMENT
SHE GONNA BUFF ME
GONNA PLACE ME OFF IN A MENTAL WARD
GONNA PAY MY WAY INTO BETTY FORD
IN A BASEMENT
IN A MUDHOLE
LEAVING EARLY
LIKE AN ASSHOLE
PLAYING PARLOR GAMES
DANCING W/ THE DEVIL
AT THE WINTER BALL
I WAS A BAD MOTHERFUCKER
SO FLY, FLY, FLY ON THIS METAL SICKNESS
MOVING THROUGH MY BODY WITH A STABLE QUICKNESS
BLOWING OUT MY MIND LIKE A FORK IN A TOASTER
BECOME THE GHOST OF THE ROLLERCOASTER
IN A DOORWAY
IN A STRANGE WAY
IN A MOMENT
SHE GONNA LAY WAY
TO A LITTLE PILL TO CALM ALL THE CYNICS
LIKE A PADDED ROOM, IN A MENTAL CLINIC
IN AN OUTHOUSE
IN A POTTY
PLAYING TRICKS ON
MIND AND BODY
RUNNING FROM MYSELF
DANCING W/ YO MAMA
AT THE PARTY
I WAS A BAD MOTHERFUCKER
lyrics by Allan Eustace
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Total time: 51:50
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